Transforming the Ego

THE 6 DECISIONS TO TRANSFORM THE EGO

The ego formed as a separate energy within your soul after you made 6 ego-based decisions. It is a split part of your consciousness and exists as a separate energy within your soul for as long as you continue to believe in these 6 ego-based decisions. You have the power to transform your ego – so that this split part of your consciousness returns into unity with your conscious mind – by no longer believing in and sponsoring these 6 ego-based decisions and by making the following 6 God-based decisions that will allow the ego to be reborn into oneness with your mind.

The Ego and its 12 Parts

God decision #1 (Christ Consciousness)
– I choose to acknowledge and know God in all –

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In order to overcome the belief you are a separate soul – which is the consciousness that keeps the ego alive – it is necessary to come into oneness with all parts of God (at the level of the mind). Think of God the Creator as the trunk of a great oak tree. The branches of the tree are souls who have ascended to the Spiritual Heavens and attained a permanent position on the Tree of God, just like Jesus, Mother Mary, Gautama the Buddha and many others. The leaves on the tree are new souls who can fall from the tree and have a separation experience just like you are having now. The life force sap of the tree – which is God – is in all parts of the tree. The consciousness of God in the fallen leaves is no different to the consciousness of God in the trunk or the branches. And this is what Jesus meant when he described in the Christian Bible, “What you do to the least of these my brethren you do unto me” and when Jesus said, “I and my father are one”. For in reality God is no more God as God the Creator than he is as you, your neighbour, or those you find in prison. And how you treat the [perceived] lowest soul on Earth is how – in reality – you are treating God the Creator and yourself. For this lowest soul is God the Creator and is you.

For a period of 33 days, consider one or more of the following approaches to acknowledge and know God in all. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "the One God" will become a part of your soul:

Connect to the true reality of your life. To spiritually tune yourself to the true reality of your life and to realign yourself with the reality of Who You Are (the Greater Being of God) consider repeating out loud the following God-inspired Buddhist phrase – Nam Myoho Renge Kyo – which means: I tune myself to the true reality of my life; the oneness of cause and effect; the vibration of universal law. Simply close your eyes in an upright position and repeat this phrase over and over for 30 minutes daily or for longer if you wish. Play audio below.

Connect to your Higher Self. You are an extension of your Higher Self’s consciousness that exists in the Spiritual Heavens. Your Higher Self is an extension of God the Creator’s consciousness. When you join with your Higher Self you allow God’s Light to flow through you. Although you naturally join with your Higher when you are stress-free, still and at peace, the following meditation can help you in other times. Simply close your eyes in an upright position, focus your attention on your third-eye chakra and repeat the words slowly in your mind as a thought: I am my Higher Self ... I am my Higher Self ... I am my Higher Self and consider repeating this for 30 minutes daily or longer.

Connect to God's Love, Wisdom and Will. In reality you are God the Creator and all individualized extensions of God’s Consciousness, which includes all souls on Earth. When you meditate on God's Love, Wisdom and Will through your heart you bring into your awareness the reality of Who You Are in God – through your heart. Ascended Master El Morya (who was Abraham of the Old Testament) states: “Those who meditate on God's love, wisdom and will within, day and night, create a sacred portal for their life's purpose to be fully out-pictured." This is truly a remarkable and simple meditation technique that you can do with your eyes closed or open, all day long.

God decision #2 (Buddha Consciousness)
– I choose to accept responsibility for my creations –

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In reality you are the creator of your reality. The ego can only survive if you hold onto “non-acceptance” of your current reality. When you hold onto non-acceptance of anything in your reality, you are declaring you are not the creator of your reality (which you are because you are all parts of God) and in denying this reality you see yourself as separate to an external God that has created your reality. And this is why you feel angry with God and other parts of God because you refuse to accept you are the author and creator of your current reality. In order to rejoin the reality of God and come out of the unreality zone you have created in your mind, you must accept you have created your current reality, firstly from the perspective you are all souls that ever existed and secondly from the perspective you have made many individual soul decisions leading to your current reality. You must stop playing the victim and blaming God and other parts of God for your current reality, and you must stop seeking to control God by attempting to control any other part of God (any other soul) to mitigate personal loss and suffering. It is only when you accept everything will you find peace.

For a period of 33 days, consider implementing the following approaches to accept responsibility for your creations. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "perfect acceptance" will become a part of your soul.

Accept your decision to experience separation.  You are all parts of God, including God the Creator. As God the Creator, you made a decision to separate your consciousness into individual soul parts in order to give and receive love and (after choosing to go further into the illusion of separation as an individual soul) to experience and master unconditional love and forgiveness. In order to overcome the ego (which is the belief you are not God) you must accept that you are God the Creator who chose to create this separation experience. If you are unable to accept this fundamental truth, then you will continue to believe God is an external God and believe in the illusion of separation.

Accept your thoughts and feelings of anger.  Over the period of your existence you have created many feelings of anger towards God and others parts of God (other souls). You may not have conscious awareness of this anger, yet if you dig deep enough it will begin to surface – bit-by-bit – and it is your responsibility to release this anger from your soul by acknowledging it, owning it, and expressing it fully in a non-harmful way. The ego will try to convince you expressing anger is un-Godly, when in truth suppressing anger only separates you from Wholeness.  You can release anger and hate and restore Wholeness by writing a 1 page (daily) uncensored letter to God expressing (on behalf of your ego) its full anger and hate for God, for allowing you to experience loss and suffering. God knows these feelings are there and is just waiting for you to acknowledge what already exists.  Each day write a 1 page private diary letter to a soul who has hurt you (on behalf of your ego) to express its full anger and hate for this soul and the reasons why.

Accept your past-life creations. 80% of the fears and negative beliefs and attitudes you have in this lifetime have been created in your past lives. It is important for you to become aware of these past-life fears and negative beliefs and attitudes so you can take responsibility for their creation and begin the process of un-creating them. These fears and negative beliefs and attitudes form the basis of your soul’s specific anger it holds towards God and other parts of God (other souls). You may have heard the saying “you cannot let something go until you hold it in the palm of your hands”. And this is true of your past-life creations.  Consider making the decision to face your past-life fears, your past-life psychological and emotional imbalances and your past-life karma and make a decision on whether you will continue to support these negative beliefs and attitudes or whether you will begin the process of letting them go.  This information on your past-life creations can be found at the following website page: The 212 Soul Traits.

Accept everything. You are every soul that ever existed.  The creations you are now witnessing in your current reality are the manifestation of all past choices you have ever made as each and every individual soul. The ego within you will say: "I am not every soul" and it is this belief in separation that keeps you separated from God. Never fight anything, only accept. Never resist anything, only bless. There are no exceptions, for as soon as you enter the non-acceptance consciousness you are entering the 'non-forgiveness anti-Christ consciousness' and the 'rejection of reality anti-Buddha consciousness'. Accept each soul's individual free-will choices and do not fight them. Speak your truth to pave a path of learning for other souls to follow, yet always accept their right to choose their own path.

God decision #3 (Buddha Consciousness)
– I choose to face God and walk in truth –

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Fear and guilt are two key energies that keep the ego alive. Fear and guilt can only exist if you continue to hold a subconscious belief that God is punishing you for your past errors. Fear and guilt can only exist in the shadows outside of God’s reality, which means there is something you have not brought to God’s Altar and reconciled (given to God) and found peace with. The ego is also known as the “shadow self” and this is because it exists in the reality of shadows. For so long as you continue to keep even one shadow hidden from God, the ego will remain within your soul. It is therefore essential that if you seek to transform the ego within your soul so that it may be reborn of water (truth) and of fire (the spirit of God), then you must make a firm decision to walk in truth at all times. This does not mean simply speaking the truth to others and being an upright and honest citizen, this means digging deep into the recesses of your subconscious and unconscious minds and uncovering hidden shadows (fears, guilt and false beliefs) and bringing them – one-by-one – to the Altar of God for spiritual transformation.

For a period of 33 days, consider implementing the following approaches to face God and walk in truth. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "purity of heart" will become a part of your soul.

Face your illusions and fears. Fear and guilt are like mould that can only grow in shadows, in the absence of light. When the sun shines on mould it dies and disappears. And this is what happens to your feelings of fear and guilt when you meditate on them with the light of your pure (God) consciousness. To begin, close your eyes and meditate for 20-30 minutes daily on a feeling of fear, guilt, sadness or pain. Hold the image (or memory) in your mind of what this feeling relates to. At first the feeling will be very strong, yet watch how the feeling disappears during the meditation as you face it with the light of your God consciousness, just like when you turn a light on in a dark room, the darkness (or in this case the darkness of fear) disappears. This is a spiritual law: when you face a fear it disappears.

Face God in meditation. To begin, simply close your eyes, seated in an upright position, and (as a thought) ask God the Creator to enter your (daily 10 minute) meditation and surround and protect you with his white love and light. Imagine what you believe God the Creator looks like and sit still for a few minutes in the Creator’s energy. Imagine sitting down in front of the Creator and confessing anything you feel guilty about or anything you feel afraid of. Be brutally honest and hold nothing back. When you have finished, imagine what the Creator is saying back to you (even if you think you are just making it up, it doesn’t matter) for the Creator will plant thoughts into your mind as messages to you, and continue the conversation to reconcile and find peace. Once complete, imagine in the same meditation a soul you have had a quarrel with or upset with during your life (whether they have passed over or are still alive on Earth). Imagine sitting down in front of this soul who is sitting next to the Creator and confessing anything you feel guilty about or afraid of. Do not focus on what they have done wrong or done to you, only on what you have done that you feel has been unloving. Be brutally honest and hold nothing back. When you have finished, imagine what this soul and the Creator are saying to you (one at a time), and continue the conversation to reconcile and find peace.

Confess creations from this and past lives. A major reason a soul feels fear and guilt is due to the creation of negative thoughts, feelings and attitudes it has created over the course of its many lifetimes. You can let go of the fear and guilt surrounding your creations from this and past lives by bringing them – one by one – to God's Altar. To uncover your past life creations go to The 212 Soul Traits. To begin, simply close your eyes, seated in an upright position, and (as a thought) ask God the Creator to enter your meditation and surround and protect you with his white love and light. Imagine sitting down in front of the Creator and confessing a negative belief, attitude or fear (one at a time). Communicate to the Creator you have created this creation and you now wish to hand it over to God to be purified and replaced it with a new attitude (let the Creator know the new attitude). Let the Creator enter your heart.

God decision #4 (Christ Consciousness)
– I choose to humble myself and serve God –

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The ego will exist for so long as there is a desire to assert and prove your [perceived] superiority over other souls. In order to transform the ego and bring your will into alignment with God’s Will, you must be willing to serve all parts of God and in this way humble yourself. Part of this process of humbling yourself is recognizing you do not have all of the answers. You can begin this process of humbling yourself by becoming a student to your spiritual teacher (an Ascended Master) and your inner Christ Self and Higher Self, and then sharing with other souls what you have learned and thereby serving as a spiritual messenger and healer to other parts of God. This path is open to every soul on Earth who desires to serve God and requires refraining from all competition where your motive is to seek victory over another soul, as well as recognizing that every part of God is equal in worth and value and that no one part of God is any greater than any other.  This path requires speaking to every soul as if you are speaking to God, for in truth you are, giving every soul your full time and attention in service to them, and serving every soul by speaking the truth when a soul has trespassed against you and explain to this soul (to help them grow) why a trespass has occurred.

For a period of 33 days, consider implementing the following approaches to humble yourself and serve God. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "humility and service" will become a part of your soul.

Overcome the desire to compete with other souls. The ego exists because you made a decision to compete with other souls. This desire to compete manifests as: the need to be right in relationships and in everyday conversations, the need to prove your perceived superiority, and the need to out-do others and win victory over others in every aspect of life. To transform the ego you must refrain from all competition in your everyday life.

Become a student to an Ascended Master. Pride caused your separation from your spiritual teacher because you believed you had all the answers. You now have the choice to be guided by a spiritual teacher in the Spiritual Heavens who has ascended from the Earth plane, and who has been through many of the same earthly struggles you have been through. The spiritual teacher you choose is up to you, however you do have an assigned Ascended Master (primary spiritual teacher) who is ready to work with you when you are ready.  To discover your assigned Ascended Master, simply email Verna at: verna@alphaimaging.co.nz (this is a free service). Meditate for 10 minutes daily on your spiritual teacher, focusing on your heart. During this time, ask your spiritual teacher for guidance and await impressions in your mind and heart. (Your teacher will implant thoughts into your mind). Regardless of your faith or religion, you may also consider a 2 year self-study course spiritually channelled by the Ascended Masters Jesus, Mother Mary, Maitreya and Archangel Michael. For further deatils on this course see www.thechristmind.net

Become a student to your inner Christ Self and Higher Self.  Your consciousness is an extension of your Higher Self that exists in the Spiritual Heavens.  Your Higher Self is also known as the first Comforter in the Christian Bible. Your Higher Self is always guiding you in your life. To seek more direct daily guidance, simply close your eyes, seated in an upright position, and repeat the words for 5 minutes ... I AM MY HIGHER SELF. Then imagine yourself seated next to your Higher Self in a garden. Ask your Higher Self a question and imagine what your Higher Self is saying to you. (Your Higher Self will implants thoughts into your mind).   Your Christ Self is the second Comforter mentioned in the Christian Bible and is a part of an Ascended Master’s consciousness that has been given to you to help guide your soul back to God. It has one advantage over your Higher Self in that it has walked the Earth and been through many of the same earthly struggles you have been through.  To seek direct daily guidance from your Christ Self, picture a Christ Flame in your heart.  Ask God the Creator to surround and protect you with his white love and light and Violet Flame of Protection.  Then imagine your Christ Self in the Christ Flame in your heart and ask for guidance on an issue that you need help with and imagine what your Christ Self is saying to you.

Become a spiritual messenger and healer for God. Every soul in existence originally chose to enter the Material Universe to bring God’s Light and is a spiritual messenger and healer for God. The majority of souls on Earth have forgotten their original spiritual mission – yet this is your rightful inheritance to serve as a spiritual messenger and healer for God. You will need to serve in this role in order to ascend to the Spiritual Heavens. You only need to share what you have discovered spiritually – in big and small ways – with other souls (other parts of God). You do not need to preach or knock on doors, simply share with others naturally what has helped you on the spiritual path. You must also serve in your role as a Bringer and Transmitter of the Light in order to ascend. You can do this naturally by connecting to your Higher Self and becoming the "open door" for God's Light to flow through you, and if you so choose, by Anchoring the Light of God. Finally you must be willing to serve parts of God that have been rejected, forgotten, abandoned or persecuted by others, and ask God to guide you in how you can serve.

God decision #5 (Christ Consciousness)
– I choose to love all parts of God –

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The ego can only exist if you continue to believe you are superior or inferior to other souls. In either case, it means you are not loving unconditionally and equally the presence of God that exists within every part of God. What does it mean to love unconditionally? It means for you to treat every soul as if they are God, as if they are you – for in reality they are. It means for you to give every soul (every part of God, every part of yourself) your time and energy and respect and reverence and unconditional love, even if they are using their Free Will to harm them self or others. It means respecting God’s Law of Free Will and every soul’s individual free will choices. It means speaking your truth to souls who have harmed them self or harmed other souls, and not preaching to them or looking down upon them, but coming into communion with them (if they will allow you to) and hearing their story. It means shutting off your judgmental, critical mind that will only ever hate and condemn and opening up your heart to love unconditionally. The simple reality in God’s reality is this: there is no condition, no action anyone could do that should cause you to withhold your unconditional love for them. It is the anti-Christ consciousness of your ego that will always argue with this reality.

For a period of 33 days, consider implementing the following approaches to love all parts of God. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "divine love and compassion" will become a part of your soul.

Let go of the need to sponsor perfectionism. It is the ego’s need for control, for perfection, that is the opposite of unconditional love, that always judges people or situations as “good” (worthy of love) and “bad” (unworthy of love), which is the serpentine anti-Christ consciousness of the knowledge of good and evil. When you hold people up to a standard to be perfect, and you withhold your unconditional love and acceptance because they fall below this standard, then you are working for the collective consciousness of anti-Christ. It is important to remove the need for perfection in all areas of your life, otherwise you remain trapped in the consciousness of judging something as good or bad, right or wrong and this opens the doorway for you to withhold your full acceptance and unconditional love. To overcome this need, meditate for 15 minutes daily for 33 days on the need for perfection and your fear of imperfection.

Let go of the need to use other souls. The anti-Christ consciousness is the consciousness of using another soul to feel superior; by standing in judgment of another soul (another part of God), so that in comparison you feel superior. Most souls on Earth are still trapped in this consciousness of using other souls to feel superior – so that in comparison it reinforces the delusion in their mind that they are better than other parts of God. It is also reinforces the delusion in their mind that they are better than God the Creator, for if a soul feels they are better than even one other part of God, then they will automatically believe they are better than the whole of God, including God the Creator at the deeper level of their subconscious mind. In reality, you cannot love something you feel superior or inferior to, so therefore it is necessary to let go of the need to use other souls in order to feel more superior so you can love all parts of God.

Do a healing for another soul who is negative. Every soul is tied into the collective consciousness of mankind. This means when you witness another soul doing something negative to you or to someone else, and you react with further negativity (anger, hate, aggression, etc) this is like pouring fuel onto a fire that is already lit. Your negative thoughts enter and get added to the negativity in their own consciousness and increase the likelihood of them being negative to others around them. For this reason, if you react with negativity to another soul then you are karmically tied with this soul. You can prevent and break existing karmic ties with souls who are negative by doing a separate healing for each soul. Instead of sending anger (hate) to the mind of this soul that perpetuates further hate, consider making a decision to send healing (love). To begin, close your eyes and picture this soul 10 feet away. As a thought, ask Archangel Raphael to surround this soul with green healing energy. See the negative energy in their soul as dark spots. Imagine the healing energy dissolving these spots for 5 minutes. Do this for 5 souls every day for 33 days.

God decision #6 (Buddha Consciousness)
– I choose to fail at the individual level –

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The presence of the ego began with a belief you are lacking (experienced as a low) and a decision to strive for individual success (experienced as a high) to seek wholeness. As individual success can never produce whloleness, you began craving other things to feel whole. For the ego to be transformed, it is necessary to let go of all need to fill a [perceived] void within your being – for every time you partake in a high to fill a low, you reinforce the false belief you are lacking. This requires letting go of all cravings to fill the [perceived] void and all need to be individually successful. As you have already created an expectation in the deeper levels of your mind to be individually successful, this giving up of achieving individual success will be felt as a loss and as an individual failure. It is necessary to experience this perceived failure (the low, the loss of success) in order to transcend it and this can last for years. Most spiritual seekers are unaware of this "phase of failure" they need to endure, which of course is not really failure only perceived failure. Out of ignorance they believe they need to be successful on the spiritual path.  This is in fact the ego gladly using the spiritual path to keep you trapped on the downward path of "striving for individual success" as a means to fill a [perceived] void.  Long-sufferance (which is the endurance of giving up of all cravings, all bondages) is a noble state that must be acquired to transcend all high and low states that keep your mind in a continual agitated state of torment.

For a period of 33 days, consider implementing the following approaches to fail at the individual level. At the end of this 33 day period, the energy of "detachment and long sufferance" will become a part of your soul.

Transcend the high-low vortex. You have “high” and "low" feelings within you because you originally believed in the Fallen Being’s lie that you are lacking. The collective anti-Buddha forces create – via your ego – high feelings (cravings of all kinds that go beyond the basic need for survival) to keep you trapped in this high-low consciousness. The more you partake in these high’s (these cravings – especially for individual success), the more you reinforce the belief you are lacking and the more you mask over and temporarily avoid feeling the lows – which you must feel and meditate on in order to transcend (detailed in the below paragraph – "meditate on your inner emptiness").  A craving is simply a fear, and like all fears it must be faced to overcome it. To purify the energy of a craving, meditate daily for 33 days on the "emotional" longing and craving you have for the object of desire while abstaining. Picture the object of desire in your heart. Meditate for 30 minutes daily on the subtle nuances of the desire, for example if it is a craving for sex, a subtle nuance often includes a craving for touch, the aroma of the body, etc. This meditation can feel very overwhelming as you come face-to-face with the powerful emotions that have attached and taken hold through your heart-centre. After 33 days your craving for the object should be replaced with a feeling of detachment and divine love, then continue daily.  Note: If you feel a "physical" longing or craving in your body or lower chakras (i.e. sex organs) when doing this meditation, use your mind to transfer this energy into your heart while picturing the object of desire.

Meditate on your inner emptiness. Buddhist monks spend many years meditating of the feeling of emptiness, boredom, unfulfillment and failure generated by their egos – in order to find inner peace with these feelings and thereby transcend them. Consider doing the same. Simply close your eyes, seated in an upright, and ask God to enter your meditation and surround and protect you with his white love and light. Focus on the inner feeling of emptiness, boredom, unfulfillment and failure you feel within. Accept that you feel like a failure (for not having achieved individual success), that you feel bored, unfulfilled and empty as a result and embrace these low feelings. Feel these feelings and become one with them, and face the fears that surface behind them. Do this for 20-30 minutes daily.

Stop defending and building your reputation.   The ego will have you crave “being right” amongst your fellow man to build your reputation and score individual successes (so the ego can continue to live within you).  In order to let go of your ego-built reputation of being an individual success, it is necessary to stop defending and building your reputation. Every Ascended Master has had to let go of their individual reputation in order to transform the ego.

Let go of all expectation on the spiritual path. This is the most difficult step – for the ego is always seeking to find a way to be individually successful on the spiritual path – to fortify its presence within you. The ego believes it can ascend with you to the Spiritual Heavens and take heaven by force and have a seat by God. It uses any success you achieve on the spiritual path to experience “high” feelings, and deliberately creates expectations within you to achieve specific successes on the spiritual path. This is not helpful to your spiritual growth as it is the expectation (anti-Buddha) consciousness you must transcend in order to truly succeed spiritually. It also creates “low” feelings within you, feelings of failure, when you have not achieved these expectations of spiritual success. For this reason, it is necessary to let go of all expectations to achieve any outcome on the spiritual path.

A final note: In addition to the above steps (for the serious student who seeks to transform the ego) consider meditating as much as you are able on a state of Pure Being. In this state with your eyes closed, you do nothing except observe your thoughts, feelings, body, and outside world sounds and sensations. This is your natural God-state and it is an essential element in transforming the ego – for in order to let go of the ego that can only survive in a state of constant doing, you need to have moved significantly into a state of perpetual Pure Being. The vast majority of spiritual seekers avoid commiting to this perpetual state of Pure Being, preferring to remain in a state of doing.

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