4. THE CREATION OF THE 12 PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF EGO
From the moment a soul begins to believe in the "illusion of separation" it begins to adopt "false identities". The "primary" false identities it adopts are the 12 parts of the Lower Self that exist within the "collective consciousness" of both the Mind of Anti-christ [which is the mind of separation and superiority] and the Mind of Anti-buddha [which is the mind of expectation and fear].
The original false identity to be accepted by the soul is: "I AM a Separate Being", then: "I AM Superior = Proud". The Ego is "conceived" and the remaining 11 parts of the Ego - the Lower Self - are gradually formed in a chain reaction process through the continued choice to "use" the Mind's of Anti-christ and Anti-buddha.
From the moment a soul begins to believe in the "illusion of separation" it begins to adopt "false identities". The "primary" false identities it adopts are the 12 parts of the Lower Self that exist within the "collective consciousness" of both the Mind of Anti-christ [which is the mind of separation and superiority] and the Mind of Anti-buddha [which is the mind of expectation and fear].
The original false identity to be accepted by the soul is: "I AM a Separate Being", then: "I AM Superior = Proud". The Ego is "conceived" and the remaining 11 parts of the Ego - the Lower Self - are gradually formed in a chain reaction process through the continued choice to "use" the Mind's of Anti-christ and Anti-buddha.
As shown above, each part of the Lower Self has a corresponding "twin part" that serves to keep the newly created "Ego Identity" alive within the soul.
5. TWIN PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF
The Proud-Hurt Part + The Competitive-Challenging Part
The Proud-Hurt Part
This part of the Lower Self was created when the soul chose to feel superior to other souls. In reality, pride does cometh before the fall - the creation of the Lower Self Ego. At the identity level of the soul, pride was created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:
a] I AM a separate being and I do not need to "come into oneness" with my spiritual teacher, Higher Self, and others.
b] I AM superior to my spiritual teacher, my Higher Self, and all other beings.
c] I can "go it alone" and create a fulfilling and glorious life without needing to "come into oneness".
As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "superior" to others - meaning that others were "inferior" to it - a "space" was then created in its mind that it too could be inferior. And this is why souls who feel superior to others feel to equal measure inferior to others, setting up the possibility that their ego can be "hurt".
The Competitive-Challenging Part
This part of the Lower Self was created by the Proud-Hurt Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that it is a separate and superior being.
d] In order to continue to feel superior to other souls and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to convince itself of its superiority.
e] In order to continue to feel separate to other souls and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to convince itself of its separateness.
f] In order to continue to "go it alone" and take heaven - a glorious fulfilling life - by storm and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to take glory by force.
The Proud-Hurt Part
This part of the Lower Self was created when the soul chose to feel superior to other souls. In reality, pride does cometh before the fall - the creation of the Lower Self Ego. At the identity level of the soul, pride was created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:
a] I AM a separate being and I do not need to "come into oneness" with my spiritual teacher, Higher Self, and others.
b] I AM superior to my spiritual teacher, my Higher Self, and all other beings.
c] I can "go it alone" and create a fulfilling and glorious life without needing to "come into oneness".
As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "superior" to others - meaning that others were "inferior" to it - a "space" was then created in its mind that it too could be inferior. And this is why souls who feel superior to others feel to equal measure inferior to others, setting up the possibility that their ego can be "hurt".
The Competitive-Challenging Part
This part of the Lower Self was created by the Proud-Hurt Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that it is a separate and superior being.
d] In order to continue to feel superior to other souls and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to convince itself of its superiority.
e] In order to continue to feel separate to other souls and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to convince itself of its separateness.
f] In order to continue to "go it alone" and take heaven - a glorious fulfilling life - by storm and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually challenge and compete with other souls to take glory by force.
The Scared-Guilty Part + The Deceptive-Shadow Part
The Scared-Guilty Part
This part of the Lower Self was created after the soul felt scared and guilty for separating from its spiritual teacher and becoming "lost in separation". At the identity level of the soul, fear and guilt were created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:
a] I AM "bad" and "less than God" and I need to hide what I have done from God and my spiritual teacher.
b] I AM forever lost and God will never allow me to come home into oneness.
c] My decision to turn my back on God is unforgivable and I must forever be punished and feel guilty.
As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "bad" and "less than God" - a "space" was then created in its mind that it could never be worthy in the eyes of God and would forever be lost and condemned to separation. And this is why so many souls on Earth have low self-worth.
The Deceptive-Shadow Part
This part of the Lower Self was created by the Scared-Guilty Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that it is "bad" and forever lost and condemned by God.
d] In order to continue to feel bad and less than God and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually hide truth, manipulate and deceive others to convince itself of its un-worthiness.
e] In order to continue to feel scared and lost and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually remain in the shadows of separation, by avoiding spiritual truth that can set it free.
f] In order to continue to feel guilty and un-forgiven and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must imagine God is an all-punishing god and continually hide truth, manipulate and deceive others and use the associated "guilt" as a form of self-punishment.
The Self-Doubting Part + The Critical-Judgmental Part
The Self-Doubting Part
This part of the Lower Self was created after the soul felt it could no longer trust itself to make beneficial choices after becoming "lost in separation". At the identity level of the soul, self-doubt was created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:
a] I AM imperfect and I cannot trust myself to make choices that are beneficial for me.
b] I AM a failure and God will never love me and accept me for becoming lost and making mistakes.
c] I AM made less perfect by my mistakes and therefore mistakes are unacceptable in the eyes of God.
As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "imperfect" and a "failure" - a "space" was then created in its mind that it could "fail" and be judged by God and others for failing to measure up to an acceptable standard.
The Judgmental-Critical Part
This part of the Lower Self was created by the Self-Doubting Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that it is imperfect and a failure and that mistakes are unacceptable to God.
d] In order to continue to feel like a failure and keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually experience failure through self-criticism and judgment of the self.
e] In order to continue to doubt itself and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually question, criticize and judge its ability, its choices, and its own worth and value.
f] In order to continue to feel imperfect and unacceptable and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually act as judge, jury and executioner - and judge, criticize and condemn itself and others for making mistakes that it believes are unacceptable.
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1. THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION IS PART OF OUR SPIRITUAL PURPOSE 2. BELIEVING IN THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION 3. THE BIRTH OF THE EGO HAPPENED GRADUALLY 4. THE CREATION OF THE 12 PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF EGO 5. TWIN PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF EGO 6. YOUR HIGHER SELF, THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE AND YOU 7. THE CREATION OF YOUR SOUL, YOUR IDENTITY AND THE FOUR LEVELS OF YOUR MIND 8. THE EXPERIENCE OF SEPARATION: GUILT, MISTAKES AND SELF-FORGIVENESS 9. MASTERING FORGIVENESS: A TWO-STEP PROCESS 10. GIVING YOUR LOWER SELF EGO PARTS A VOICE 11. GIVING YOUR LOWER SELF EGO PARTS NEW INFORMATION 12. CHALLENGING INACCURATE LOWER SELF EGO BELIEFS 13. THE BATTLE BETWEEN THE HIGHER SELF AND LOWER SELF EGO 14. TRANSFORMING THE LOWER SELF EGO USING HIGHER SELF MEDITATION 15. EXPECTATION IS THE CAUSE OF ALL FEAR - ALL WORRY 16. EXPECTATION = SUFFERING 17. EXPECTATION AND THE LOWER SELF EGO PARTS 18. PLAYING THE VICTIM: "EXPECTING" LIFE OWES YOU 19. THE "NEEDY" ADDICTIVE PERSONALITY 20. CHASING THE HAPPINESS HIGH 21. CHASING THE PRAISE-RECOGNITION HIGH 22. CHASING THE LOVE HIGH 23. THE CURSE OF PERFECTION 24. OVERCOMING FEAR: A HOUSE OF CARDS 25. THE BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS: AN OVERVIEW 26. HOW DOES BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS DIFFER TO CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS? 27. USING MEDITATION TO ACHIEVE COMPLETE NON-ATTACHMENT: BUDDHAHOOD 28. REMOVING THE "UNREALITY ZONE" IN YOUR MIND BY REMOVING "ALL" EXPECTATIONS 29. TUNING YOURSELF TO THE TRUE REALITY OF YOUR LIFE 30. A BELIEF IN SEPARATION IS THE CAUSE OF ALL SUPERIORITY AND INFERIORITY 31. "NOT" BELIEVING IN SEPARATION IS A TEST EVERY SOUL MUST FACE 32. MAIN REASONS SOULS BELIEVE IN ILLUSION OF SEPARATION 33. A BELIEF IN SEPARATION AND THE IDENTITY MIND 34. SEPARATION = HATE 35. BELIEF IN SEPARATION AND THE LOWER SELF EGO PARTS 36. THE ANTI-CHRIST USES 8 TOOLS TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED IN THE "ILLUSION OF SEPARATION" 37. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH 38. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: CRITICIZING AND COMPLAINING 39. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: KEEPING HATE BOTTLED UP 40. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: UNFORGIVENESS 41. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: JUDGING OTHER SOULS AS "NOT LIKEABLE" 42. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: JUDGING OTHER SOULS AS "LIKEABLE" 43. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: COMPETITION 44. ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: FINDING FAULT IN OTHER SOULS 45. THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS: AN OVERVIEW 46. THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE LAWS OF CAUSE & EFFECT AND KARMA 47. THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE COSMIC MIRROR 48. THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE OMEGA CONTRACTING FORCE 49. COMING INTO ONENESS WITH YOUR ENEMIES 50. FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES 51. COMING INTO ONENESS WITH YOUR HIGHER BEING 52. THE LADDER OF CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS 53. THE IMPORTANCE OF DISCOVERING YOUR LIFE LESSONS AND KARMA 54. RE-FRAGMENTING YOUR SOUL AND REMOVING NEGATIVE ENTITIES 55. ADVANCED TEACHINGS AND STUDY 56. DOWNLOADABLE PDF VERSION OF THE EGO COURSE