The Angry-Hateful Part + The Aggressive-Controlling Part

The Angry-Hateful Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created after the soul became angry with itself and with God for allowing it to become "lost in separation".  At the identity level of the soul, anger and hate were created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:

a]  I AM a sinner and I am angry at God for creating an imperfect world filled with temptations and for creating an imperfect soul like me who makes mistakes.
b]  I AM imperfect and I hate myself for being imperfect and I am angry with myself for making mistakes.
c]  I AM angry at all other souls for tempting me to make mistakes.

As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was created as "imperfect" by God - a "space" was then created in its mind that it could feel anger against God who it believed had made a mistake in creating it this way.  The soul then rejected God's Plan for this universe, believing God had made a mistake by creating a world filled with temptation and a world filled with imperfect souls who make mistakes.

The Aggressive-Controlling Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created by the Angry-Hateful Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that God had made a mistake in creating "imperfection" and "temptation".

d]  In order to continue to feel angry with God for creating imperfection and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually seek to assume absolute control over life, its own life and the lives of others often through aggressive means, to prevent further imperfection.
e]  In order to continue to feel anger and hate towards itself for being imperfect and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually be aggressive and controlling towards itself, to prevent further mistakes.
f]  In order to continue to feel angry towards others for tempting it and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually be aggressive and controlling towards others, to prevent further temptation.

The Lonely-Sad-Depressed Part + The Sketical Not-Trusting Part

The Lonely-Sad-Depressed Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created after the soul became "lost in separation" and began to feel lonely, sad and depressed.  At the identity level of the soul, loneliness, sadness and depression were created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:

a]  I AM all alone and abandoned by God.
b]  I have lost my spiritual connection to God and my Higher Self.
c]  God does not love me.
d]  Nobody truly loves me because I am a miserable sinner.

As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "abandoned" by God - a "space" was then created in its mind that it could forever be "lost in separation" from its God Source - its source of love.  This is why so many souls on Earth feel lonely, sad and depressed, even when surrounded by a large family.

The Skeptical-Not Trusting Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created by the Lonely-Sad-Depressed Part to "defend" the soul's illusion that it is all alone, unloved and forever abandoned by God.

e]  In order to continue to feel adandoned by God and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually mistrust that God will forgive it of its mistakes and love it unconditionally.
f]  In order to continue to feel lonely and sad and depressed and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually reason that no one could love it or like it or want it or accept it.

g]  In order to continue to feel lonely and sad and depressed and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually doubt, mistrust and be skeptical of others around it.

The Unfulfilled-Bored Part + The Selfish-Self Centered Part

The Unfulfilled-Bored Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created after the soul lost its "source of love - its source of fulfillment" after separating from its Higher Self.  At the identity level of the soul, lack of fulfillment and boredom were created when the soul chose to accept the following illusions about its true identity:

a]  I AM empty of love inside / I AM not a being of love
b]  I AM nothing and there is nothing special about me.
c]  Life is boring and there is no point to life or to my being alive.
d]  Life is hopeless and full of pain and suffering and despair.

As soon as the soul accepted in its identity mind that it was "empty of love" and that life is "hopeless" - a "space" was then created in its mind that it would forever exist in a bottomless pit of despair and emptiness.  This is why so many souls on Earth have addictions - to help take away this inner feeling of despair and emptiness.

The Selfish-Self Centered Part 

This part of the Lower Self was created by the Unfulfilled-Bored Part to "defend" the soul's illusions that that life is meaningless, hopeless and void of love.

e]  In order to continue to feel unfulfilled and bored which comes from "feeling empty inside" and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually seek out selfish addictions to give it a "high" so it can then experience the "low" - the emptiness - that follows.
f]  In order to continue to feel it is nothing special and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually serve the self and become selfish in nature, in order to feel even worse about itself.
g]  In order to continue to feel that life is hopeless and pointless and to keep this illusion "alive" within its own mind, it must continually become selfish in nature to prove that love does not truly exist.

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6.  YOUR HIGHER SELF, THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE AND YOU

Your Higher Self is a spiritual being that resides in the Spiritual Heavens.  It has not evolved from Earth, but it chose to send an extension of itself - YOU - into the newly created sphere that we now exist in.  Because you can channel its Light - the Light of God - into this newly created sphere, you and your Higher Self are helping to fill this new sphere with the Light of God.  And that is precisely the reason why your Higher Self volunteered to send a part of itself - YOU - into the material universe.

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1.  THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION IS PART OF OUR SPIRITUAL PURPOSE   2.  BELIEVING IN THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION  3.  THE BIRTH OF THE EGO HAPPENED GRADUALLY  4.  THE CREATION OF THE 12 PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF EGO  5.  TWIN PARTS OF THE LOWER SELF EGO   6.  YOUR HIGHER SELF, THE MATERIAL UNIVERSE AND YOU  7.  THE CREATION OF YOUR SOUL, YOUR IDENTITY AND THE FOUR LEVELS OF YOUR MIND  8.  THE EXPERIENCE OF SEPARATION: GUILT, MISTAKES AND SELF-FORGIVENESS  9.  MASTERING FORGIVENESS: A TWO-STEP PROCESS  10.  GIVING YOUR LOWER SELF EGO PARTS A VOICE  11.  GIVING YOUR LOWER SELF EGO PARTS NEW INFORMATION  12.  CHALLENGING INACCURATE LOWER SELF EGO BELIEFS  13.  THE BATTLE BETWEEN THE HIGHER SELF AND LOWER SELF EGO  14.  TRANSFORMING THE LOWER SELF EGO USING HIGHER SELF MEDITATION  15.  EXPECTATION IS THE CAUSE OF ALL FEAR - ALL WORRY  16.  EXPECTATION = SUFFERING  17.  EXPECTATION AND THE LOWER SELF EGO PARTS  18.  PLAYING THE VICTIM: "EXPECTING" LIFE OWES YOU  19.  THE "NEEDY" ADDICTIVE PERSONALITY  20.  CHASING THE HAPPINESS HIGH   21.  CHASING THE PRAISE-RECOGNITION HIGH  22.  CHASING THE LOVE HIGH  23.  THE CURSE OF PERFECTION  24.  OVERCOMING FEAR: A HOUSE OF CARDS  25.  THE BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS: AN OVERVIEW  26.  HOW DOES BUDDHA CONSCIOUSNESS DIFFER TO CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS?  27.  USING MEDITATION TO ACHIEVE COMPLETE NON-ATTACHMENT: BUDDHAHOOD  28.  REMOVING THE "UNREALITY ZONE" IN YOUR MIND BY REMOVING "ALL" EXPECTATIONS  29.  TUNING YOURSELF TO THE TRUE REALITY OF YOUR LIFE  30.  A BELIEF IN SEPARATION IS THE CAUSE OF ALL SUPERIORITY AND INFERIORITY  31.  "NOT" BELIEVING IN SEPARATION IS A TEST EVERY SOUL MUST FACE  32.  MAIN REASONS SOULS BELIEVE IN ILLUSION OF SEPARATION  33.  A BELIEF IN SEPARATION AND THE IDENTITY MIND  34.  SEPARATION = HATE  35.  BELIEF IN SEPARATION AND THE LOWER SELF EGO PARTS  36.  THE ANTI-CHRIST USES 8 TOOLS TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED IN THE "ILLUSION OF SEPARATION"  37.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH  38.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: CRITICIZING AND COMPLAINING  39.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: KEEPING HATE BOTTLED UP  40.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: UNFORGIVENESS  41.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: JUDGING OTHER SOULS AS "NOT LIKEABLE"  42.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: JUDGING OTHER SOULS AS "LIKEABLE"  43.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: COMPETITION  44.  ANTI-CHRIST TOOL TO KEEP YOU TRAPPED: FINDING FAULT IN OTHER SOULS  45.  THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS: AN OVERVIEW  46.  THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE LAWS OF CAUSE & EFFECT AND KARMA  47.  THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE COSMIC MIRROR  48.  THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE OMEGA CONTRACTING FORCE  49.  COMING INTO ONENESS WITH YOUR ENEMIES  50.  FORGIVE YOUR ENEMIES  51.  COMING INTO ONENESS WITH YOUR HIGHER BEING  52.  THE LADDER OF CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS  53.  THE IMPORTANCE OF DISCOVERING YOUR LIFE LESSONS AND KARMA  54.  RE-FRAGMENTING YOUR SOUL AND REMOVING NEGATIVE ENTITIES  55.  ADVANCED TEACHINGS AND STUDY  56.  DOWNLOADABLE PDF VERSION OF THE EGO COURSE