Anti-buddha Mind

THE ANTI-BUDDHA MIND: THE MIND OF EXPECTATION

Expectation is the cause of all fear and all worry. It is only when a soul expects something that fear and worry can enter its mind. Souls who have chosen to go further into the illusion of separation decide to use the mind of expectation (the anti-Buddha mind) because they have been convinced by Fallen Beings (in the spiritual realms) that they are lacking in some way and that they need to attain something more in order to have greater glory and fulfilment. More than 99% of souls on Earth fall into this category. These souls then believe and expect a future outcome will either enhance their well-being or degrade their well-being in some way.

Expectation is an emotional attachment to an outcome that has not yet happened or may never happen. The expectation of an outcome involves projecting your thoughts from the present moment into the future. When you expect anything at all, a space is created within your mind. This empty space should normally be filled the Light of your Higher Self that resides in the eternal moment of NOW. Because you have stopped focusing on the NOW – which is reality – and are now focusing your thoughts on unreality – an outcome that has not yet happened – you have created within your mind an UNREALITY ZONE.

This unreality zone does not contain the Light of your Higher God Self. It is an empty space, a VOID, where darkness, illusion, negative thoughts and fear can reside. Because you have stopped focusing your attention on the reality of the now, the energy of fear can creep into the unreality zone of your mind whenever you expect a future outcome to happen or not happen.

THE HIGH-LOW VORTEX

You have “high” and "low" feelings because you originally believed in the Fallen Being’s lie that you are lacking. You then craved more, believing you were separated from God (from Source) which created the ego in your mind. The collective anti-Buddha forces create – via your ego – high feelings (cravings of all kinds) to keep you trapped in this high-low consciousness. The more you partake in these high’s (these cravings), the more you reinforce the belief you are lacking and the more you mask over and temporarily avoid feeling the lows – which you must feel and meditate on in order to transcend. In a last ditch effort to keep the ego alive within you, the anti-Buddha forces send via your ego cravings of all kinds while you remain on Earth (including and not limited to cravings for sex, cravings for certain types of foods, and cravings for certain types of excitement – that go beyond the basic need for survival). These temptations remain while you are in human form. However each time you partake and select experiencing the high (the craving) you reinforce the belief you are lacking and you remain trapped in the high-low consciousness vortex.

The basic formula Fallen Beings use to keep your soul trapped in this High-Low Vortex is: The anti-Buddha forces create – via your ego – a desire for something more. You then make a decision to partake of this desire and this creates within your mind an expectation for this something more which creates a partial high (excitement). You then experience elation (a full high) when this something more has been attained or deflation (a full or patial low) when this something more has not been attained. If you experience a low you develop an even greater craving and desire for a high. If you experience a high, the high eventually wears off for your basic belief in lack still exists, and you then experience an equal an opposite low in the form of depression which further reinforces your belief you are lacking. This creates a downward spiral energy vortex within your being, where the more you seek fulfulment from things beyond yourself, the more you experience depression when these things do not complete you, the more you believe you are lacking and that your wholeness must be in something you have not yet found or discovered and so your cravings become greater and greater. As a spiritual seeker, the greatest lie the Fallen Being use to keep you trapped in this High-Low Vortex is to create a desire that you need to attain something or achieve something on the spiritual path, which reinforces the belief you are lacking and not whole and complete as you are.

EXPECTATION = SUFFERING

The Buddhist saying – all expectation leads to suffering – applies to all expectations you create in your life, without exception. If you expect a certain outcome in the future and it does not happen the way you want, then you will feel disappointed. If you expect a certain outcome in the future and it does not happen quickly enough, then you will feel frustrated and angry. If you expect a certain outcome in the future and you have attached your inner fulfillment to it happening and it does not happen, then you will feel depressed. If you expect a certain outcome in the future and you have attached your self worth to it happening and it does not happen, then you will feel like a failure. If you expect to AVOID a certain outcome in the future and you experience it, then you will feel scared.

EXERCISE: List examples where you felt: disappointment due to your expectations; frustrated and angry due to your expectations; depressed due to your expectatiions; like a failure and scared due to your expectations.

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